Bop to the TopI already told you about my New Year's Day races in my last blog post. The only other event I did this month was the Bop to the Top on the 21st. For my readers outside central Indiana, this is an annual timed stair climb in the OneAmerica tower. 36 floors. 780 steps. I had never done it before, but it's pretty easy to talk me into trying something new.
|View from the top|
It was actually not as hard as I expected. I thought my legs/glutes would hurt, but it turned out my breathing was the hardest. My legs were ok, but I was breathing as hard as if I was sprinting. Maybe that was just due to nerves; I'm not sure. In hindsight, I probably could have gone a little faster at the beginning, but I really didn't know how to pace myself. I finished in 9:52 for 11th in my age group, not bad for a first timer. I would definitely do this again, and perhaps next year I will try the Triple Step option.
Take My House, PleaseThe biggest thing this month has been starting the process of getting my house on the market. I'm still sorting through things and donating/gifting/trashing as appropriate, and boxing up what I'm keeping so I can put it in storage. It's so incredibly hard. I'm ready, but it's still emotionally wrenching. I've gone through and donated a lot of Kevin's things already over the past 21 months, and each time I can let a few more things go, but it honestly never gets easier. It still feels right, though. At this point I know which 5 or 6 of his sweatshirts I wear all the time. I don't need to keep 30.
I'm also getting estimates on the repairs and updates I need to make to get the house ready for a new family. That's hard in another way. One of the last conversations Kevin and I had just a few days before he died was about the updates and renovations we wanted to make after the kids all moved out and we had the house to ourselves. We were not planning to downsize - we discussed it but decided we wanted to stay here. It's hard now to be doing these things without him. I'm quite sure he would not like my decision to go with a laminate plank flooring downstairs instead of carpet. I wish he was here to argue with me about it.
It's all so mentally and emotionally exhausting. I have been sleeping a lot more than normal this month. I really just want to go to sleep and let someone else take care of it all. Wake me up when it's time to unpack and set up my new apartment or rental house. If it wasn't for the support of all my amazing friends and family, I wouldn't have gotten nearly as much done as I have so far. I know I'm going to continue to need you over the next few months, too. Even knowing this is right for me now and I'm ready, it's still going to be incredibly hard to move out of the home we built together and got married in.
February is going to a busy month! I've got to finish with the house. I've given the kids and myself a March 1st deadline to have: 1) everything out of the house that no one wants to keep; and 2) everything boxed up and stored if we are keeping it but don't need it for the next month or so. That doesn't really leave very many weekends, so most nights I spend a couple of hours on it too.
|Last year's 3 Miler|
on Saturday (I really enjoyed this series last year & I'm looking forward to running it again); and the Hook Up 5K on Sunday (#justlooking). Then on the 18th I'm running the Indy Polar Bear 5K + 5M. I've never done this event but it looks like a lot of fun.
After that, I leave for Seattle to take the next class I need for my Certified Housing Asset Manager certification. I've never been to Seattle, so if you have any tips on what to see/where to eat/where to run, please leave me a comment?